帶著李小鳳給本報的道歉信，本報記者近日來到省女子勞教所，想聽聽與“法輪功”邪教組織決裂后的李小鳳有些什么感悟。

　　李小鳳與記者交流的話題還是從本報的那組引起“法輪功”分子圍攻本報的報道說起。

　　看了報道很惱火 

　　1998年4月1日，齊魯晚報刊登了第一篇與法輪功有關的文章《請看看法輪功是咋回事》，李小鳳等“法輪功”骨干分子感到很惱火。

　　李小鳳覺得，報紙上說“法輪功”不好，作為一個練功者，要到報社理論一番，討個說法。

　　李小鳳是當時天橋區(qū)的“法輪功”輔導員，是“法輪功”的骨干分子。6月1日前，她率領手下的幾個人共去了齊魯晚報四趟，而在這之前近兩個月的時間里，前來“討說法”的“法輪功”練習者幾乎每天都有。

　　鼓動圍攻齊魯晚報 

　　說起怎么想起要去圍攻齊魯晚報，李小鳳說：“李洪志不是說過嗎，‘人家都說你是邪法了，你還不動？’” 　　5月30日晚上，他們在頻頻騷擾晚報不見成效以后，部分“輔導員”共10余人聚到一起商討辦法。他們的會址定在了工人新村北村幼兒園附近的一間屋子里，這里對外稱做修理無線電生意，私底下卻是“法輪功”分子聚會的場所。他們研究后認為，要讓齊魯晚報就范，就要“去的人再多一些”，“不達目的決不罷休！”

　　6月1日上午，根據(jù)這些骨干分子的部署，濟南500余名“法輪功”練習者“自發(fā)、自愿”地匯聚到齊魯晚報門口，雖然號稱是“靜坐”，但他們還是打出了幾條橫幅，以吸引更多過往的不明真相群眾的注意力。

　　6月2日下午，李小鳳未到單位上班，濟南的“法輪功”骨干分子再次匯聚到工人新村北村幼兒園附近的小屋里開會，這次到會的人數(shù)達到20余人。

　　也許是第一次“出手”積累了經(jīng)驗，這一次大家的意見比較一致，認為齊魯晚報的報道對“法輪功”有攻擊性，他們鼓吹去維護“大法”，參加者將在境界上提高很多。他們認為第一次去的人還是太少，應該去更多的人，要向齊魯晚報攤牌。

　　說“自發(fā)行為”，誰信？ 

　　6月3日，1000多名“法輪功”練習者又在齊魯晚報門口靜坐，這一次的規(guī)模比第一次大得多，讓“法輪功”分子感到很得意，李小鳳現(xiàn)在回憶說，當時影響很大，據(jù)說還因此出了車禍。李小鳳說，這樣的活動還說沒有組織，誰能信？“我當時在里面與報社談判，出來以后，我做了個手勢，大家就開始散了?！崩钚▲P說，“‘老學員’都很有號召力和示范作用?！?/p>

　　李小鳳不過是個“馬前卒” 

　　雖然李小鳳積極組織并參與“法輪功”圍攻本報的行為，但她在這次行動中，仍然是個馬前卒，圍攻齊魯晚報背后的一些內幕仍不知道?！胺ㄝ喒Α狈肿釉o本報參與批評“法輪功”報道的同志打來恐嚇傳呼，要他“看好自己的孩子”，窮兇極惡的本質暴露無遺，但李小鳳表示至今對此事是誰做的還不清楚。

　　兩度“護法”太荒唐 

　　李小鳳從1994年1月份就開始練“法輪功”了，1999年9月，她第一次到北京“護法”，被遣送回原籍后，年邁的父母把她關在屋里，一直關了一個多月，但1999年12月一放出來，她又撇下臥床的父親去了北京。

　　這一次回來后，她被收進了省女子勞教所。起初，管教干警的教育她一句也聽不進去，2000年12月份，在各級領導及管教干警的耐心教育和幫教團的幫助下，她開始認識到自己的荒唐和“法輪功”的邪教本質。

　　“法輪功”邪到頭了 

　　現(xiàn)在的李小鳳終于看明白了真相。她說，“法輪功”宣揚“真善忍”，實際上他們哪一點也沒做到。她結合自己說——

　　真？明明很多活動都是有組織的，卻說是自發(fā)的，這是真嗎？善？老父親患有冠心病、關節(jié)炎、貧血，躺在床上起不來，作為父母最疼愛的小女兒，還是一頭扎到北京去了。連對自己的父母都如此漠視，這能叫善？忍？有人說一句李洪志的壞話，就“噌”地蹦了起來，這怎么能叫忍？

　　李小鳳說：“李洪志的騙術很高明，我在沒有察覺的情況下走上了彎路。”

　　她說：“‘法輪功’已經(jīng)邪到頭了，也走到頭了。”

　　李小鳳期待明天 

　　李小鳳說，練“法輪功”的時候，覺得自己是神人，別人都是凡人，自己跟別人不一樣?，F(xiàn)在的心情與以前大不相同，現(xiàn)在明白自己仍然是個普通人。“如果單位還要我，我還想回去上班。如果單位不要我了，我愿意自己找個工作，爭取能對社會做點有益的工作，彌補以前的過失?！崩钚▲P對自己的明天充滿信心。

　　（齊魯晚報　2001年3月9日）

　　Truth about how Falun Gong instigates practitioners to besiege office of QEN 

　　Recently, our reporter came to the Female Labor Camp of Shandong Province with Li Xiaofeng's letter for apology to share her feeling and thinking after she has broken away from the cult organization Falun Gong.

　　Li Xiaofeng began her talk with the reporter with the series reports by Qilu Evening Newspaper (QEN) that had led to the besiegement of it by Falun Gong members.

　　Angry with the reports

　　On April 1, 1998, Qilu Evening Newspaper published the first article about Falun Gong entitled "Take a Look at What's Going on with Falun Gong" which irritated some core members of Falun Gong including Li Xiaofeng.

　　Li Xiaofeng decided that as a Falun Gong practitioner she should go to the newspaper seeking an explanation since it had criticized Falun Gong.

　　Li Xiaofeng, a core member of Falun Gong, was a tutor in Tianqiao District of Jinan at that time. She had been to Qilu Evening Newspaper for four times with several followers by June 1. During the two months or so before that, Falun Gong practitioners came here to "seek an explanation" nearly every day.

　　Instigating to Besiege the Office of Qilu Evening Newspaper

　　"Li Hongzhi once said, 'Why don't you take actions when they are calling us cult? ' " said Li Xiaofeng, recalling how she thought of besieging the office of Qilu Evening Newspaper. Seeing that their repeated disturbance of the newspaper had no effects, some of the tutors had a meeting on the evening of May 30 to discuss new ways. They took a room near the kindergarten of the Northern Worker's New Village as their venue that was actually a place for Falun Gong members to gather, disguised as a shop to repair wireless devices ostensibly. It was decided in the meeting that more people should come to press Qilu Evening Newspaper to give in and that they would not stop until they reached their objectives.

　　More than 500 Falun Gong practitioners in Jinan assembled "voluntarily and willingly" in front of the building of Qilu Evening Newspaper under the arrangements of these core members on the morning of June 1. They put up several banners to attract the passers-by who knew nothing about the truth, though they claimed to "sit still".

　　Some Falun Gong core members in Jinan gathered again in the same room near the kindergarten of the Northern Worker's New Village on the afternoon of June 2. This time, more than 20 people took part in the meeting including Li Xiaofeng, who didn't go to work that day.

　　The participants at this meeting reached a consensus perhaps based on the experiences of the first "performance". They decided that the reports by Qilu Evening Newspaper meant to attack Falun Gong and they also disseminated that those who took part in protecting Dafa would promote to a much higher level. They further decided that the number of people who took part in the first action was still far from enough so this time more people should go there and show their cards in front of the newspaper.

　　Do you believe that this is a voluntary action?

　　More than 1,000 Falun Gong practitioners gathered again and sat still in front of the office of Qilu Evening Newspaper on June 3. The Falun Gong members were proud of their success because the number of participants was much more than that of last time. Li Xiaofeng recalled that it had great impacts at that time and it was said that a car accident had occurred at the scene. She said, who would believe that such a large gethering without organizing? "When I came out after I had finished negotiating with the newspaper inside, I gave a sign and all the people left there." Li Xiaofeng said, " 'Old practitioners' have their influences and can play a model role."

　　Li Xiaofeng is but the cat's pawn

　　Although she had actively organized and participated in the activities to besiege us, Li Xiaofeng is but the cat's pawn, unaware of  the operations behind the scene. A Falun Gong member once sent a threatening paging message to one of our reporters writing the news criticizing Falun Gong, telling him to "watch out your own child", and thus exposing their extremely vicious nature. Li Xiaofeng doesn't know who did it even at present.

　　Ridiculous to "protect Fa" twice

　　Li Xiaofeng began to practice Falun Gong in January 1994. Her parents locked her home for over a month after she was sent back in September 1999 from Beijing where she had gone to "protect Fa". However she went to Beijing again in December leaving his father sick in bed.

　　This time she was put into the Female Labor Camp of Shandong Province when she came back. She didn't accept a word of the police there at the beginning. It was in December 2000 that she began to realize her ridiculousness and the cult nature of Falun Gong through patient education by the leaders at various levels and police and the Help Center.

　　Falun Gong can't be eviler

　　Now, Li Xiaofeng has got to know the truth at last. She said Falun Gong was preaching "Truth, Compassion and Forbearance", yet it had complied with none of them. She said with her own experiences as following ----

　　"Truth? It's obvious that a lot of activities have been organized deliberately, but claimed to be voluntary. Is this truth? Compassion? As the beloved youngest daughter, she left home to Beijing with her old father suffering from coronary heart disease, arthritis and anemia lying in bed. Can it be called compassion to disregard one's own parents? Forbearance? How can it be called forbearance if you jump up in the air whenever you hear unpleasant words about Li Hongzhi?"

　　"Li Hongzhi is so good at cheating that I walked on a wrong road unconsciously." said Li Xiaofeng.

　　"Falun Gong can't be eviler and can't go ahead any more." She further added.

　　Li Xiaofeng is expecting the future

　　Li Xiaofeng told us that she felt herself extraordinary while others ordinary when she practiced Falun Gong. Now she feels in an entirely different way and understands that she herself is just one of the common people. "I want to go back to work if I'm allowed. Otherwise, I want to find out a new job so that I can do something useful for the society to compensate my past faults." Now Li Xiaofeng is full of confidence in her future.

　　(Qilu Evening Newspaper, March 9, 2001)